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Why Should I like Van Gogh?


Lordier painting along the Virgin River in Zion.

 

 

TRUE FACT,

I illustrated my way through book reports as a kid.

 

So, this blog thing, for me, is uncomfortable at best, but a fundamental way to share ideas and experiences that are not always visual.

 

I wrote the bulk of this post few years ago, when Lori Putnam, fabulous artist, instructor and friend, asked me to contribute to her blog.  I thought I would resurrect it from the archives, because I am about to drive to Utah to hand deliver a beautiful commissioned painting to brand new, first time art collectors, who I’ve shared a similar conversation with about art and how intimate the relationship is between the viewer, the painting, and the artist.

 

Evenings Retreat, Zion.            SOLD

 

 

“FULL OF INTENSITY AND

WONDER,

FULL OF EMOTION.”

 

 

 

 

  Evening's Retreat, Zion 10x10 Pastel SOLD

 

A few days ago, I was in my local coffee house talking with a gentleman named George about his recent cross country road trip where he was hitting our National Parks and major Museums. He talked about photographing Zion National Park, Utah, but shared his frustration with the photos he took of the vermillion walls and saturated sunsets. His description of the beauty he saw was full of intensity and wonder, full of emotion. He said his photos fell flat of his expectations in capturing those moments. 

 

I shared with him that I set up my easel and paint from life that beauty he was describing, interpreting the experience through my medium of pastel. Allowing for the heat, smells and light to influence my approach to the canvas. I said I am not always satisfied either by my interpretation of the scene before me, but always love the experience of trying.

 

The physical experience of painting, for me, brings about a deep seeded need to lay claim to something beautiful, and creates an opportunity to share that moment with the viewer.

 

 


“Why should I like Van Gogh? I don’t get it.”

 

Van Gogh  La Nuit étoilée at Musee d’Orsay

Van Gogh La Nuit étoilée. at the Musee d'Orsay

 

Our conversation shifted to his visit to the Art Institute of Chicago, and the Van Gogh paintings hanging on the walls. “Why should I like Van Gogh? I don’t get it.” He said. I start to explain about color relationships, design, form, line, mark making, all the technical “stuff” that comes from teaching workshops. I quickly realized I sounded like Charlie Brown’s teacher in the Peanuts comic strip…

 

 

So, I shifted gears and started to talk about Van Gogh’s compelling story, how when one sits still enough you can feel the passion in his mark making, you can see the emotion in his subject matter, almost taste his exploration of color. Van Goph’s work, I told George, is visceral.

 

It's in our DNA to respond to memories, images, sounds and smells…. If one doesn’t recognize what they are seeing, smelling, listening to, then it is less likely one will "get" it upon their first encounter… If you grew up listening to only the thick massive sounds of heavy metal bands one might be bored with the slow movement of a classical music piece upon the first hearing.

 

Nicolai Fechin  vs. William-Adolphe Bouguereau

 

Or, if ones only appreciation of art was based on how closely a painting looks like a photograph, trying to relate to a more expressive approach in style may spur a negative reaction until one has a deeper knowledge of the painting process, is able to discern the work within the context of history, or is offered a chance to "see" in a new way.

 

As the Day Grows Long 27x27 Pastel Heading to Illume Gallery of Art Utah

"As the Day Grows Long" 27x27 Pastel  available soon at Illume Gallery of Fine Art

 

My life is surrounded by family and friends who support what I do, but don’t quite understand it, and that my work is a part of who I am. They see a level of competency, maybe a dollar value, a painting may speak to them because what I do is relatively representational. But most don’t choose to take a closer look, to ask about it, to delve deeper to understand the why.

 

I straddle two worlds, my art world and, what I call, my real life world. It is rare that they mix. These worlds crossed with the opportunity to share with with George. I hope he digs deeper into the craft of photography, and seeks out art that makes him question his perceptions in search of a more dynamic assessment of the creative spirit.

 

UTAH, Here I Come!!!

 I can't wait to show the new collectors their painting "Autumn's Festival" (below) in person, and continue the conversation we started about the creative process. I love being a conduit for others to find that connection between the viewer and a piece of art.

 

Commissioned piece "Autumn's Festival" 32x40 Pastel

 

 

 

How do you mix your worlds? Let me know in the comments section ;-)

 

 

 

 

Comments

10 Responses to Why Should I like Van Gogh?

Very nice article and work!

The older I get the more I appreciate subtlety. I don't mean delicate brush strokes on a photorealistic water color, but rather the subtlety of a single brush stroke evoking movement. I also enjoy thinking about what an artist was seeing when they chose their brush stroke. Enjoyed your post!

Hi Kim, I thoroughly enjoyed the post. It is fun to talk to someone and hopefully pass on one tidbit that may start the journey of seeing, whether it is painting or photography. I totally got the comment about the photographs never live up to the true experience. That is where we as artists get to modify in some way to catch the feeling instead of copying what we saw. As for mixing the two worlds, combining the two parts of my life, it is not easy. Just like you said, they encourage me, and some even love what I do. But for the most part, they don't understand me at all. To them, it is frivolous in many ways. I don't let it bother me except the times I feel like I get ignored because mostly they never ask about my life. I only occasionally feel a little hurt. But... that is my problem and 99 percent of the time it does not bother me. I think it has made me a better person in that I always try to ask about theirs! Love you and miss seeing you!

Bless you for this exquisite heart piercing post. Your words mirror each luminous stroke from your heart and hands and gift mine with wisdom, awe and gratitude. Thank You for sharing. There is a saying that says something along the lines of -they won't remember what you say, but they will always remember how you make them feel” -and dear one, you have given me wings with your thoughts and your paintings!

Beautiful, expressive writing and great comments, also! It's so important that artists work with their hearts as well as their intuition but that's what seems to make it the hardest to be understood and appreciated! I find dealing with rejection and criticism to be sometimes almost unbearable, but what can you do? Developing a thick skin can help but when you begin to paint the layers have to come off!

Thank you, Diane Edwards. Rejection, critique and negative self dialog can get in our way, but really it comes down to how the "doing" of what we "do" makes us feel inside. I would have stopped painting long ago if this was only about how others saw my work. I've been blessed with a few successes over the years, but the piles of unsuccessful attempts out weigh the better works by miles. I'm ok with that. I know I have much more to learn! Thank you for sharing your thoughts!

Jill, Your words are so lovingly felt. I thank you for lifting me up.

Hi Marsha! My beautiful friend! I wonder how much you put your "art life" into your "real life"? I rarely even try to mix mine... not sure why. Would be interested to hear. I need to be better at sharing. Miss and love you too! Hope we cross paths soon!

Great piece Kim. You're a fantastic writer! Believe that! Speaking of Van Gogh, we are all tied to another's emotional turmoil, like what Van Gogh went through. That is a human connection if I ever saw one. Hey I can't wait til your workshop I. CO. Oh man I hope we dont have to cancel again!

Thank you for this post. I relate to two worlds. My world of art is a place I explore new things and investigate the process of creating. It's meditative and reflective of the other world in a quiet place, to gently sort out it's importance in what I want to say. Sometimes that seems like a wonderful and lonely place. The world of family and friends is supportive but often they don't know what I'm up to, that what I'm trying to say isn't always what they see. That my pleasure and accomplishment comes somewhere in the middle of the process and not in the end. Kim your work goes beyond a place, it's emotional and tugs at the heart.


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